The thing is, I'm not sure if my thoughts are worth writing down any more. I don't write, I don't read, I only feel and experience and I only try to stay alive as best as I can.
If I start to analyze that too much I might sacrifice all the progress I've made when it comes to wanting to stay alive and not trying to waste away.
Then again, I can't think of one artist who made something that moved generations when they were happy about their life.
Maybe I should just stop eating again.
This has nothing to do with you, I'm just so sick of feeling mediocre once again, feeling like I'll never reach any goal I set for myself. Not even if the geal is misery and starvation, death and oblivion.
I have no idea what I want. Maybe I just want to feel alive, no matter what.
Mä en paljon kirjoittele tänne kun tää on vähän sellanen existentiaalisen angstin pyhättö mun internet-elämässä ja tällä hetkellä mulla on oikeastaan ihan kivaa.
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You should update more. I miss reading your thoughts.
The thing is, I'm not sure if my thoughts are worth writing down any more. I don't write, I don't read, I only feel and experience and I only try to stay alive as best as I can.
If I start to analyze that too much I might sacrifice all the progress I've made when it comes to wanting to stay alive and not trying to waste away.
Then again, I can't think of one artist who made something that moved generations when they were happy about their life.
Maybe I should just stop eating again.
This has nothing to do with you, I'm just so sick of feeling mediocre once again, feeling like I'll never reach any goal I set for myself. Not even if the geal is misery and starvation, death and oblivion.
I have no idea what I want. Maybe I just want to feel alive, no matter what.
Moikka suloinen lahtelainen tyttö. Tapasit käydä kaupassa ja mun kassalla kun olin vielä kassalla. Oon aika satavarma ja nyt aion seurata sua!
Mä en paljon kirjoittele tänne kun tää on vähän sellanen existentiaalisen angstin pyhättö mun internet-elämässä ja tällä hetkellä mulla on oikeastaan ihan kivaa.
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Yleensä mä kirjoitan kaiken mun livejournaliin ja se on tällä hetkellä enimmäkseen friends only..
Mutta siis kyllä, sama tyttö olen. :)
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