quitters never win

but does it count as giving up if you never started in the first place?


You need a burn in your muscles and veins to feel your exhausted heart beating, you need a chill in the air and ice worming down your throat to feel yourself breathing at all. You need the music so loud that it gives you a headache and leaves your ears ringing, you need to crash into things you'd normally brush past just to notice that your skin still feels something.

It's almost funny how you need to be reminded that you're still alive.