conclusions

she doesn't know what to say and ends up saying everything she never wanted to say fearing ridicule and misinterpretation.

she laughs without smiling at the pleas not to fade away and responds the only way she knows; with nothing but honesty thinly veiled as a joke, offering the chance to not take her seriously. it's what she always does.

she says she's not going anywhere and gives a list of songs she has yet to hear played live as the reason.